Just pass the holiday im freaking boring,
damn sad. Last Saturday,
TF'st D.
West invited me to his house and celebrate his bbq.
He post a public bbq to fb and invite his friends but im not attending,
cause when i saw the post it is too late ady.
I stare at the clock and said it's 11something when i login my fb.
Ops! it's over, and im very disappointed :'(
Then i slowly walk back to my room,
when im walking i feel stress and tried.
At that time i said to myself i know im a useless person,
didn't know how to care about myself.
And at that time i said to myself,
you are out!
Nobody will pity you and care about you.
Even my brother also dislike me to join TF'st gang,
actually i really wanna told my brother that
i just wanna hang out with them but im afraid and dislike to talk to him. :(
Maybe this is not my world,
i have this type of brother.
Now im suffering,
every time i need a guy to be my listener
and i hope the listener will be my side to support me forever :'(
damn sad. Last Saturday,
TF'st D.
West invited me to his house and celebrate his bbq.
He post a public bbq to fb and invite his friends but im not attending,
cause when i saw the post it is too late ady.
I stare at the clock and said it's 11something when i login my fb.
Ops! it's over, and im very disappointed :'(
Then i slowly walk back to my room,
when im walking i feel stress and tried.
At that time i said to myself i know im a useless person,
didn't know how to care about myself.
And at that time i said to myself,
you are out!
Nobody will pity you and care about you.
Even my brother also dislike me to join TF'st gang,
actually i really wanna told my brother that
i just wanna hang out with them but im afraid and dislike to talk to him. :(
Maybe this is not my world,
i have this type of brother.
Now im suffering,
every time i need a guy to be my listener
and i hope the listener will be my side to support me forever :'(